However, today i have been feeling really positive. I have just done what i have been asked to do. And I dont feel that stressed. I think i feel proud of myself rather than ashamed or guilty for eating. Usually i always feel guilty, either guilty for eating or guilty for not eating enough. It Is a strange feeling that i havnt felt before. Maybe i am turning over a new leaf. I feel like i have said that a million times. After my 17th i told everyone that this is it, things are going to change. I made small changes that didnt amount to anything because i still didnt put on weight.
But now for the first time i actually think its time to say goodbye to this think. I think i properly want it to go away now. I hope this feeling lasts. I hope this goes away. I hope this is goodbye fore the last time.
Sophie x
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